Life is a gift.

Life is a gift.
"I will give thanks to You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made;" Psalm 139:14

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Through the Doorway

Through the doorway of another year of home schooling.  What awaits us this year?
What will we learn?  What will we appreciate?  What will captivate our minds?  What will touch our hearts?  What will make us laugh until our bellies hurt?  What will we discover? What will disappoint us?  How will we react to difficulties and achievements?  Who will we serve in love?  Who will we reach out to?  How will our faith grow?  What will the Lord teach us this year?

All of these questions run through my mind and many more as we all step through this doorway of a new school year.   There is much to consider.  There is a lot to prepare.  My heart is full when I think of each of our sons.  I must prepare my heart as wife, mother, and teacher.  I must also prepare my heart before the Lord.  This is ultimately his school and his children to whom he has entrusted us.  It's a big responsibility.  I know I could not even begin to attempt this without his guidance and grace.

Deep breath.....


Each son steps through the doorway of learning with their own expectations, some excitement, perhaps some dread (as is normal when having to get back on a schedule), some goals, and many thoughts.  Yes, they also step through with a stuffed animal or Lego or two.  Such are our sons at the moment....   
Every year I ask them if they want to continue the journey.  I was given a hearty "yes" from both this month.  I say "yes" I want to keep going as well.  I love our journey.  I love our home school.  I love the boys.  My husband and I need to help them prepare their hearts as well for what is to come.  I want them to realize God has a plan for them.  They are special with their own talents and abilities.  I also want them to understand in time that life is not about "them".  It's about Him and loving and serving Him where ever and however they are called, with hearts full of humility and grace.  When they take this yearly step with me and their dad I see they are growing up.  Yes, growing much faster than I'd like for them to.  
The years are flying by....
"Lord, help me not miss a moment.  Help us make moments to remember.  Help us learn and grow as individuals.  Help these little boys grow up to be who you made them to be.  Thank you for letting me be a part of that."
They do not step through the doorway alone.  No, never alone.  Christ is our guide, our God, our protector, our wisdom, our light to guide our way.  I want to stay on His path for our school.  If he has equipped us personally as parents to do this, he will always show us the way.  He'll divulge learning styles, strengths and weakness of each son.  He'll help me with teaching academics and with my parenting skills.  I pray he'll show us what our focus should be and what to leave behind.   I pray he gives us patience in communicating and serving each other.   
He must be at the center for it all to work.   My prayer is that he will be the center this year.  I know I need his strength and wisdom in such an endeavor.


I am walking through this doorway too.  Even if one son may be looking back to make sure I'm right behind him.  
I am.  We're all going together. 

A second grader and fifth grader.... oh my..... 

 

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Painting the Boys' Room


Day two of painting included painting the boys' room.  The main reason the staff at this particular orphanage asked us to paint, was so the boys could have a brighter room.  It was dark without clear paned windows.  The only outside light they had coming in came from two small translucent windows at the top of the double doors going to the outdoor playground.  Most of the time I'd imagine these doors were closed.  This time we had apricot and green walls to paint.  The same green as in the girls' room.

The colors chosen for the room were bright yellow and a rich darker blue.  Little did we know that it would take 4 coats of yellow paint to cover the walls well.  The blue went over the green columns beautifully.  Following the same format as for the girls' room,  Monique painted special words and pictures on the walls.  
Tina, Lizzie and John working hard on the second or third coat of yellow.
I'm working on cutting out with the first coat of yellow.
Cindy cutting out with the blue.  We had plaster falling in many areas on the walls, but we did the best we could given the circumstances.  If given more time these could have been patched properly.  We simply were not afforded the time to repair walls and paint.  Maybe another team could do this for them in the future.
Oswaldo lending us a hand.  He and his dad brought us delicious pizza for lunch that day! He and his family were awesome tour guides and translators for our trip.
Tina and I
Here I am with Courtney and Tina.  They are an awesome Mother daughter team!
The play area afterward.  Monique did a beautiful job!  "Jesus is my friend" painted on the wall.
"We are never alone."
While we were painting, three children kept coming in  to see what we were doing.  One was a 10 year old boy who I mentioned in an earlier post about our first day at this orphange.  Our First Day at Orphanage 2
This little boy, whom I'm going to call "Marty" (though this is not his real name)  popped in from time to time to check out what we were doing.  I so wanted to talk to him.  I tried, but my Spanish is poor. The language barrier truly bothered me.   I asked him if he liked the color of his room and he said. "Si!!"  He began teaching me colors in Spanish.  I would have liked to have just hung out with him and given him a roller to help us.  Tina had the same idea and she had the roller.  The next thing I knew she had handed over her roller to Marty.  He was trying his hand at rolling a wall with another little girl and they were sharing the poll.  It was precious.  Tina thought just like any other child, he would be interested in participating in making his room fresh and new.  I love that Tina did that for him.
 One story I have to tell you about Marty.  He saw that Monique was painting special pictures on the wall.  He made a special request of her.  It was not something she or anyone would have expected.  Perhaps a boy would want an airplane or a cool car painted on the wall, but this is not what Marty asked for." Would you paint an angel on the wall for me?"  An angel..... of all the things he could have requested.  He wanted an angel.  There was one empty wall left and this is where Monique went to work.
"Jesus loves the children."

Once the beds were moved back, Marty's bed was almost directly under that angel.  The best part of this story is what Oswaldo told this orphan.  I'm going to try to relay as closely as possible what he said.
"You know Marty, you don't have to have an angel on your wall to feel loved and protected.  God already loves and protects you.  All you have to do is pray to him.  Ask him for an angel and he'll send you one, just for you, but all you have to do is have faith and talk to God."  It went something like this.  I love how Oswaldo used a teachable moment to minister to Marty.

If I only met Marty for this short time and if I never really got to communicate to him what I truly wanted to say because of the language barrier, I was so glad to have met him, because now I can pray for him.  He may not remember I'm praying for him, but that doesn't matter.  I am.  I know he exists.  I know he is special in God's eyes and I know God wants me to pray for this boy and his family situation.
I will never forget his red glasses..... or his smile, when he did smile.  Or giving him chocolates and watching him skate on his skater shoes back and forth between the girls and boys room this day.  I won't forget the first day I saw him on the play ground and how he kind of kept to himself.  How he was so intrigued by my "spill proof" water bottle and tried and tried to figure out how it opened.  I had to push the special button on it for him and then he wanted to look down the hole to see.  It was so funny.  Now that I met him, I am not the same.  I will pray that his family situation will improve so he can go home, or that if this is not possible for family to care for him, that God provides a new family for he and his sister.

I won't forget you, little prince of the King. 

Friday, August 12, 2011

Little Creatures Great and Small

Just this week I wrote about and shared  some simple backyard treasures of nature.  Today we found 2 more.
Two Garden Spiders.  Don't cringe yet.... If you like spiders, continue reading.... I have come to appreciate one of the most fascinating creatures we've studied in our home school science lessons.   

Argiope aurantia.... commonly known as the Black and Yellow Garden Spider, the Writer Spider or the Corn Spider.  This spider is completely harmless to humans.  It is an orb weaver.  Females weave a web up to 2 feet in diameter.  In the middle of the web, you will see a zigzag of silk woven in.  This is called the stabilimentum.   Some say the spider uses this for camouflage to hide behind in its web.  Others say it attracts insects to the web, or warns birds that a web is nearby.  Only a spider active during the daylight hours builds a stabilimentum in its web.

Today, the stabilimentum had done its job.  This Argiope Spider had found lunch..... a bumble bee.  I felt bad for the bumble bee.  We were able to see the spider with its prey.  It wasn't very pretty.  I'm sure the spider was thrilled though.
My 10 year old son was on one side of the web and I handed him my camera.  These were some interesting pictures he took.

"Images through the spider's web....."

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Favorite Garden Photos

Come take a walk through our garden..... I love to take photos of our flowers.  Here is just a peek at some of the plants that blessed us this year.

Colored sunflower mix, Black eyed Susans in the background
Colored sunflower mix
Mammoth sunflower leaves and Philip's hand
Husky Cherry Reds and Better Boys
Sweet Mint
Mammoth sunflower
Philip's Zinnia

Joseph and his Mammoth sunflower
Petunias
Black Eyed Susan bulb
Purple coneflower
Mammoth sunflower shoots
Joseph's Mammoth sunflowers about 2 weeks old
Coreopsis
Our wildflower mini meadow of June
Coreopsis Tinctoria
Shasta Daisies
Cosmos
Mammoth sunflower

To God be the glory!